Below are the 17 most recent journal entries recorded in blackhartman's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, April 18th, 2006
8:05 pm	i is iam i have been pondering my shadyness and well after the years it still is my only friend. ahhh i mean jaaaahhhh i is no longer gots dems dread lockses now i is havbing tattoos on me. will update later when i do something else extreme or if i is cheated on someone. (Comment on this)
Monday, September 16th, 2002
5:51 pm	im shady- il update when this changes but i doubt itwill. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 14th, 2002
7:22 pm	none,and disapoinment welll nc has been good i have a house witha friend and a job and i get to smoke lots of good weed, funny, welll on the way up here about a month or more ago i strapped falinas surf board to the top of my gurls car with intentions of returning it to her on the way to palm coast and then here but we got side tracked and i forgot it was on the roof and we got here and there itr was, welll i called my mom who had all ready talked to genny and i said iwas gona ship it back but genny said dont ship it so its been in my room since then in a bag. ive been tryin to figure out a way to get it there without mailing it but no one i know up here is heasdin down there ,anywho i call genny the other day and she tells me that there are lots of people in florida waiting to BEAT me up so i shouldnt come home and she is the one who told whoever it is to beet me up to do it , i wasnt plannning on comin home any ay but falina was in town so she said i could sjhip it after all so ia am , genny told me that my mom said i was taking it but alll i told my mom was i wish i coulkd take it and i was takin it by gennys so genny takes it like im a thief and as soon as she got the chance she starts talkin shit and tryin to get me beat up ,you are a great friend gennny very trusting ,and caring ,you need to grow up out of you r little life that everything rotates around you in the galaxy cause it dont only you r big head does so your sisters board willl be there soon ihope your glad you lost a friend for no reason at alll , not that you were ever myfriend anyway for alll i know. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 30th, 2002
5:12 pm	i got an event when i come back to FL im gonna get my ass beat by a shit load of people. why? because im a scandlous mutha fucka. THIS isnt good either im gonna be fucked upcause im a pussy and cant fight. (Comment on this)
5:03 pm	well there are a lot of hot men up here. i cant wait to hook up with them...i like there crip. i smoke so much good crip i have dreds too, so i a jah masta.... i will lie and steal all your shit if you dont watch out, love rasta crip masta JAH LIFE (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 11th, 2002
4:11 pm	nc the ganga state welll it has been a while since ive updated my journal so ill catch up ,i left for nc like almost3 weeks ago and ive been here in asheville for the whole time , its a beautiful town lots of forestand trees and flowers .the town is in a valley of like 4 mountians ,the only people who live here are like hippies and really nice chilled out people .ive never seen so many dreads as here like everyone here has dreads its crazy,id say at least 50 percent of the people do its crazy,im stayin with ashleys aunt who is a crazy hippie and like witch type lady , she has this big house and yard its great an d shes rich so she lets us go shopping and such so its nice and she smoke s weed so its good.there weird thing is there are no regs up here just crip and they dont call it crip they call it kine buds its odd,but anyhow allthere is is dank ass crip ,so far iv smoked ak47,bubblegum,mothershipand a whole bunch of others im not sure of the names thoughits greatand today i smoked sum hashish it was nice ,ashley is greatand we are now engagedso everything is good nessso i will be leaving now ill be back in florida some timin mid july so ill see you alll some time soon byeeeee (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 11th, 2002
2:46 pm	im chillin damn welll ive been smokin a lot of crip lately, every day its fun, anywho im atchris now and i got to watch alice in wonder land last nit e it was tite as fuck , ashley is fun as hell to chill with its like a friend and a girlfriend at the same time. i am havin fun othere than botyh my cars have broken now ok weell ium leavin bye , jah ps sean yo are a novis bitch i am a true to the game jedi master and i w ill slice you in half like a hot knife through butter. Current Mood: curious (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 8th, 2002
2:44 pm	while ive been busy .............( : welll i havent updated my journal in a while so i just want to say that sean a i s an idiot even though he is my friend he s insane as hell . what the hell is up with that whole thing abouterika and him he is dumb ashell if he didnt want to fuck her he could not have , and im not sayin any thing bad about people that have fucked herbut he ddidnt have to if he didnt want to , so aany who ive ben with ashley evrey day and its been great . she moved in with me and its great yes yes .ok well ive gotta go ill talk to yyou laetr. jah Current Mood: giggly (7 Comments |Comment on this)
2:44 pm	while ive been busy .............( : welll i havent updated my journal in a while so i just want to say that sean a i s an idiot even though he is my friend he s insane as hell . what the hell is up with that whole thing abouterika and him he is dumb ashell if he didnt want to fuck her he could not have , and im not sayin any thing bad about people that have fucked herbut he ddidnt have to if he didnt want to , so aany who ive ben with ashley evrey day and its been great . she moved in with me and its great yes yes .ok well ive gotta go ill talk to yyou laetr. jah Current Mood: giggly (4 Comments |Comment on this)
2:38 pm	while ive been busy .............( : welll i havent updated my journal in a while so i just want to say that sean a i s an idiot even though he is my friend he s insane as hell . what the hell is up with that whole thing abouterika and him he is dumb ashell if he didnt want to fuck her he could not have , and im not sayin any thing bad about people that have fucked herbut he ddidnt have to if he didnt want to , so aany who ive ben with ashley evrey day and its been great . she moved in with me and its great yes yes .ok well ive gotta go ill talk to yyou laetr. jah Current Mood: giggly (Comment on this)
Monday, April 22nd, 2002
11:38 am	my days are happier than they ever have been well let me start out by saying that ashley is the most beautifual abnd caring gurl ive evr met and prob the coolest , im definitely falling for her pretty hard . weve been chillin like ever y day for the last couple ofweeks like ever y miorning b4 she has to be at school and after school and after she gets off work at like 11 at nite its insane , sher lives in palm coast s o its even crazier cause we have to drie a ways just to seee each other. i just got the balls up tioday o ask her if shed be my gurlfriend officially and she said yes ., which makes me verry happy, so every thingf is great. ohhhh yea i got a new tatoo with ashley and she got one too , but im not sayin what it is , its a surprise <3 josh Current Mood: ecstatic (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 13th, 2002
7:57 pm	i feeel ...............( good) ... whoa damn well last nite i chilled iw as supposed to chill out with acacia but she never came around so i wenty to chris basement and jeremiah willoughby was there with james and nick and we smoked and i drank a bottle of wine then after they all leftgenny and lil cristall stumbled up and we left to find forest smiths party but when we got there thje cops had beaten us to the punch so we wondered what to do than we went to woodys garage and chilled for a bit where chris i guess got accused of steeling beer i guess , cristall was scared of the guys there cause they were like dirty band members and punk rockers and surfers but they are my friends so they are cool as fuck she just judges people by there looks . ok s o we leave there and go to lindseys house wher i told sean to get me a 12 pack and we get there and drink and chill for a bit than i was drunk as hell and we lweft to take chris home and nick so we took them home and genny and cristall came to m,y house to sleep , we get there and we all try to fit inside my little single bed which was just not working so cristall and genny slept on the floor and i got the bed to my self. ok the next day which is today i woke up and we chilled at my house for a bit and then we left and me and genny dropped cristall offf at jackies house and me and genny went to evans house to get sum gang and tehn i noticed that i was supposed to be at lind sedd s house to go to see hate breed but on the way there my truck over heated and shot water everywhere so liondsey came and picked me up and we decided that the hate breed show was not a good idea cause of bcr traffic on the interstate so we went to friendlys and got dinner and than went to evans got him wenyt to my truck and filled it up with watyer and now were here. oh shit i forgot the highligtt of my day ashley called me and returned my message and she told me about the show she went to and how she is goin to see them a gain in naples tonuite , she is perfect i swear but i guess or i hope and pray she kinda likes me and she wants to hang out tommorow so im really happpy yea ok well im leavin again so bye<3josh Current Mood: thoughtful (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 12th, 2002
10:58 am	tasty morsels welll my life is in a bit of a confused state right now , its all turned every witch way but strait, 1, all these girls are making me crazy one of them wants me really bad one isnt sure what she wants or doesnt want me any more (this is confusing in it self), and one is the most beautiful thing ive ever seen in my whole life . she is this girl named ashleigh and she is actually more of a woman , i met her at the skatepark (she skateboards!!!) and we smoked sum dogga together a couple of times , she is hella smart and goes to atc for computer tech. weve talked a who;e bunch of times and the other nite she came and hung around with mme and travis atkinson but i got really drunk and she must have thought i was an idiot , but is saw her yesterday and she said she thought i just wasnt talkintg tto her cause i thought she was weird or sumthin , that saved my ass . its insane she is all into classical music and punk rock and she loves art it sgreat but im not sure if i or she really want a relation ship right now we allready talked about this , im s o falling for her ok any way shes awesome . oh yea i excluded one gurl from the previous list , allanah came to my house like 2 days ago and stroked me for a while and when she was leavin she grabbed me and started making out with me , then i was thinking of JAH and he told me i should go for it. so i stuck it in her butt. one more confusing thing to thinkl about. ohh yea the hate breed , autumn offering show is tommorow and im all ready for it lindsey so ill call you later today for times and shit. ohh yea if alicia b. reads this i had a dream last nite that was really vivid and you cheated on me while we had been goin out with one of my friends and and it was all covered up byu the rest of my friends bbut after the brweakup it came out , weird .... but is it the truth ......;.... yea dreams are weird so im a goin now ill update later <3 josh Current Mood: nervous (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 8th, 2002
9:10 pm	yiyiyiyiyiyiyiyi welll i am very confused people need to msake up there mind at things even if they say thguings shold just happen because if it was than every body in the world would cheat on each other , yea well if you want to start a relation ship with someone you should be able to tell them not be undecided about it you cant just both think your with some one in mind that means you could just go out and chweat on someone and just say yopour not together officialy and it will just fuck up relation ships welll any way , theres this song on the radio that s by dashboard confessional its sooooo good its about a breakup and how the guy wants hi girlfriend back but she doesnt and she finally realizes that she fucked up and shwe wannts hoim but its to late, yea any way people need to make up there minds about thing s cause i dont like sitting aroun d waiting for decisions that eare not that hard to make . i loove you all<3 josh Current Mood: anxious (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 7th, 2002
4:07 am	gay fight club oh my god well today was pretty crazy , last nit e i got drunk as fuck at dannys house and toby woke me up and wwe went skatin and tehn me kyle and james wwent surfing after that i went tyo gennys hosuse and drank sum booze and smoked out chris litytkle brother . we went to davids next where we drank a case of quarts and we left for the op we get theere and party down then we are drivin aroun d to sum party where david asked wynn blaight i f he could suck his dick and wynn went crazy and all of his friends started jumpin on the car and we drove offf doin like 40 with sum kid on the hood , well this seriously pretty much ruined everybodys nite so we dropped chrsuiis off anderica and kyle fiollewed us to davids and we chilles for a bit and i left now im at chris and we are gonna smoke and go to bed i hate the world fuck every thing and everybody , i dont give a fuck about fuck anymore and ill kill nick harveys fake emo ass <3 josh (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 4th, 2002
7:16 pm	hohohohohohoh merry mexican christmas , to alll , after getting bumped into and sum of my truck getting dented the insurance people ar egiving me 600 dollars and im just gonna fix sum stuffwith it, any who then i went skatin with chris and james , we skated 4 a while the n lou smoked s cryp joint with me an d chris then we skated a lirttle while the n we went to my house to get close and gang and went back to the skate park and there was a crazy punk gurl we smopke with and she smokwed sum more cryp . now im at chris house and we are bout to takwe sum showers and get clean and then we are gionout for the night , were goin to drink with james pretty soon and then i dont know , ill update later <3josh (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 3rd, 2002
8:57 pm	ohh shit new name yo this is my new name it used to be jah kidarchy butt now its just the jah so now im blackhartman . any way i woke up today and went to court and all my charges were droopped because i completed stuart marchman so trhat made me happy, then i me and chris and his little brother smoked sum pot on chris back porch then we went to the beech where jah blessed us with beautiful waves so i surfed for a while then went top the hottub. after thaaat i went with arrien wig shopping it was insane so many wigs with dummy heads supporting them , at first it doesnt bother you but because its just heads for the wigs to sit on but then after awhile it starytsa freakin you out and you think there all lokkin at you shiiiiiitttt! well yea then i went to ;lindseys to meet evan and hes gone then to steves but he wasnt home then to c. charron and j.dunlop worked smoked a bowl then got free subs from tubbysnext door for smokin with one of the workers and now im chris eatin a nice veggie sub , oh yea im vegetarien again so no meet , but i like it ok ill updat e later from the vid"s <<3 (1 Comment |Comment on this)